Do I make my angel weep,
Bowing down on bended knee,
When I sit on a lonely couch
And wrap myself in apathy?
Do I make my angel yell,
Beat the air with angry fists,
When I crawl into my bed
And wallow in the dark and doubt?
Could I make my angel sing,
Smiling brighter than the sun,
If I were to seize the day
And of failure worry not?
“I have a dispatch for the general, sir.”
“It can wait.”
“But, sir, it’s urgent. From the King himself.”
“The general is sleeping.”
“...I see, sir. I’ll see him when he wakes.”
* * * * * * * * * * * *
The woman was on a promontory playing her flute. The wind whipped through her hair, making it mimic the cascade of her crimson dress. The general’s practical mind noted that the direction of the wind would make playing the flute difficult, if not impossible, yet the mournful sight of her music floated effortlessly above the percussive wind. This was a dream.
H
When a ripple disturbs the surface
Of your soul’s eternal lake,
What creature starts to stir?
What beast do you awake?
Is it a grey-green slug who moans,
But won’t be bothered to care?
Or perhaps a small grey fish
That runs away to its lair?
A dragon sporting blood red teeth
Could lose a fearsome roar,
Or will a woman clad in white
Calmly walk along the shore?
When the ripple mars the mirror
Of that internal water,
Shall you call the Golden Lady,
Or will you breed a monster?
I could talk of the flash of loneliness
When you said you were reading downstairs;
I could talk of the burn of solitude
When I bid goodnight to the air.
I could talk of the pain of want
When I sleep in my bed alone;
I could talk of the torture of yearning
When I get up and nobody’s home.
But the words just seem trite
And too old for my lips,
And I feel that I haven’t the right
To complain, for I’ll see you again,
And soon.
So I’ll tell you the news of the day
Whenever you drop me a line;
So I’ll tell you the details of school
When nothing else comes to mind.
So I’ll tell you all of my worries
Whenever I n
The stuttering scamper of shriveled leaves
Serenades me as I saunter home,
While the wind whistles wantonly
A tune of whimsical woes.
The carrot-colored crescent moon
Cackles at my coming,
But the lowly lamplight loves me
And he leads me to my home.
The final fragile flicker of light
Flees the firmament
When the inching sky of ink
Invades with insidious imps.
The dour dankness of the dark
Could desiccate a diamond,
But the lowly lamplight loves me
And he leads me to my home.
The mystery of midnight musk
Imbues the melancholy mist
With black and baleful blabbering
Of bitter buried bones.
Their roiling roars reeks
With rancid rotting rage,
Bu
Born in light and bred in laughter;
Three sisters, friends for ever after;
Two Classic parents who never age;
One girl whose life is for the stage.
Bred in laughter, raised in love;
Such blessings sent from Him above:
A place to stay and food to eat
And helping hands to guide my feet.
Raised in love to live for fun,
My life has only just begun!
Dear Monster,
You're probably wondering why I'm writing this to you. For a long time, I wouldn't even acknowledge you exist. I was so afraid of you. It was easy in the daytime; surrounded by people, I could easily drown you out, but at night, alone, in the dark, you'd come creeping up to me, a montage of the days events flashing before my eyes, warped by your twisted and paranoid sensibilities.
I admit that you used to have quite the hold on me, but I'm growing stronger, aren't I? I can feel it. Where it used to take all my mental force to hold you at bay, I can now do with a simple thought. You're inventions and plots and worries are
The moonlight from that night lies
In my pocket cradled between
The warm silken softness of your skin
And the gentle scratch of the blanket,
Surrounded by a potpourri of
Musk and dust and oaken floorboards,
Wrapped in a bag of midnight sky,
And tied with a ribbon of laughter.
Do I make my angel weep,
Bowing down on bended knee,
When I sit on a lonely couch
And wrap myself in apathy?
Do I make my angel yell,
Beat the air with angry fists,
When I crawl into my bed
And wallow in the dark and doubt?
Could I make my angel sing,
Smiling brighter than the sun,
If I were to seize the day
And of failure worry not?
“I have a dispatch for the general, sir.”
“It can wait.”
“But, sir, it’s urgent. From the King himself.”
“The general is sleeping.”
“...I see, sir. I’ll see him when he wakes.”
* * * * * * * * * * * *
The woman was on a promontory playing her flute. The wind whipped through her hair, making it mimic the cascade of her crimson dress. The general’s practical mind noted that the direction of the wind would make playing the flute difficult, if not impossible, yet the mournful sight of her music floated effortlessly above the percussive wind. This was a dream.
H
When a ripple disturbs the surface
Of your soul’s eternal lake,
What creature starts to stir?
What beast do you awake?
Is it a grey-green slug who moans,
But won’t be bothered to care?
Or perhaps a small grey fish
That runs away to its lair?
A dragon sporting blood red teeth
Could lose a fearsome roar,
Or will a woman clad in white
Calmly walk along the shore?
When the ripple mars the mirror
Of that internal water,
Shall you call the Golden Lady,
Or will you breed a monster?
I could talk of the flash of loneliness
When you said you were reading downstairs;
I could talk of the burn of solitude
When I bid goodnight to the air.
I could talk of the pain of want
When I sleep in my bed alone;
I could talk of the torture of yearning
When I get up and nobody’s home.
But the words just seem trite
And too old for my lips,
And I feel that I haven’t the right
To complain, for I’ll see you again,
And soon.
So I’ll tell you the news of the day
Whenever you drop me a line;
So I’ll tell you the details of school
When nothing else comes to mind.
So I’ll tell you all of my worries
Whenever I n
The stuttering scamper of shriveled leaves
Serenades me as I saunter home,
While the wind whistles wantonly
A tune of whimsical woes.
The carrot-colored crescent moon
Cackles at my coming,
But the lowly lamplight loves me
And he leads me to my home.
The final fragile flicker of light
Flees the firmament
When the inching sky of ink
Invades with insidious imps.
The dour dankness of the dark
Could desiccate a diamond,
But the lowly lamplight loves me
And he leads me to my home.
The mystery of midnight musk
Imbues the melancholy mist
With black and baleful blabbering
Of bitter buried bones.
Their roiling roars reeks
With rancid rotting rage,
Bu
Born in light and bred in laughter;
Three sisters, friends for ever after;
Two Classic parents who never age;
One girl whose life is for the stage.
Bred in laughter, raised in love;
Such blessings sent from Him above:
A place to stay and food to eat
And helping hands to guide my feet.
Raised in love to live for fun,
My life has only just begun!
The moonlight from that night lies
In my pocket cradled between
The warm silken softness of your skin
And the gentle scratch of the blanket,
Surrounded by a potpourri of
Musk and dust and oaken floorboards,
Wrapped in a bag of midnight sky,
And tied with a ribbon of laughter.
I hope you climb the highest trees
And sail across the seven seas,
But if you do, remember, thank the
Lavender and Shells.
I hope you find your one true love
And dance with them to laughing knells,
But if you do, remember, give them
Lavender and Shells.
I hope you find your heart's desire
With family sitting 'round the fire,
But if you do, remember, speak of
Lavender and Shells.
I hope you're never forced to hear
The mournful dirge of tolling bells,
But if you do, remember, life is
Lavender and Shells.
In a world of grey and silver
Colours muted by the fog
I stand silent in the snowscape
With a smile of grateful joy
I see the hidden beauty
In a bleak and quiet day
The lack of sound is calming
Wish it could stay this way
This landscape that I tell of
Is never far away
As fog and frost still rule the world
You'll see it too
I promise you
When the wind is howling
And the air is bitter cold,
The song that I am following
Takes me back to days of old
When Summer still was known.
Winter had not doused your light
Nor took you for its own.
I was a master shipwright
And you the keeper of our home.
I remember how I held your hand
As garden seeds were sown
And all the joys we planned.
Even if the years are heavy
And you no longer here,
When I open gates of mem'ry
And roar upon the icy pier,
Though the wind is howling
And the air is bitter cold,
The song that I am following
Takes me back to days of old.
I want to kiss you like a song.
I want to clothe you in dreams
and dance across the stage of life.
I want to... but I can't.
The song upon your lips is a duet
Meant for someone else, it seems.
I cede the stage and footlights' gleam
And fly for shadow in the wings.
Goodbye my one-time love, goodbye.
When our worded train
was about to derail,
I saw 'una donna bella'
with hair as the olives
from the groves
where we trailed,
and stole kisses.
She was a more enticing read
than the one absent,
as the sweet red in her lips
was what the wine vapors
were searching for
just to make sense
once more.
Splitting from her locks,
like the grass we were picking,
were her bladed words;
splicing together
in seamless strands,
and cutting south
like flocks of birds.
*Unrelated note, Twelfth Night closed a few weeks ago. It was well received and sold out for most of the run! I don't like to talk about endings, though, so 'nuff said.
I had another audition today for a play titled Sylvia by A.R. Gurney. It's actually quite a funny play. I know I did a good job, because I got called back, so we'll see how it goes tomorrow.
Personal business aside, I would like to talk about the audition process for a bit. I've noticed two things that puzzle and annoy me during these past two auditions.
http://wonderlandjunkets.blogspot.com/2012/11/a-little-on-auditions.html
It is finally here. Opening Night. After all the toil, after a week of run-throughs and tech rehearsals, where we sometimes wanted to run ourselves through, it finally all came together in a night of glory.
http://wonderlandjunkets.blogspot.com/2012/11/opening-night.html
I had an incredible rehearsal last Friday. It was so incredible (as was the weekend that followed) that I have been unable/unwilling to write about it until now.
But now I have homework looming in front of me and a script to go over (because my first theatre mentor said: Go over your script every every day) so, of course, now is the best time to write about it!
http://wonderlandjunkets.blogspot.com/2012/10/finding-viola.html
ohaii. you know me, sort of. i'm in choir with alex. and we talked about all sorts o' stuff at the blue moose once. anyway, you're cool and i thought i'd add yah. i'm not on here that often, but i'm hoping to change that =^)